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They knocked a few minutes after she collapsed on the bed. She had hoped they might hold off for a while. She was resigned. When she spun the door open the person she least expected to see was Marq. "You won't believe what's going on," he said, brushing past her. "What? Where have you " "The Meritocrats want us." "For what?" "Reading!" "But the Voice " "Keeps people out of touch and happy. Great idea but it turns out you can't run everything with just the Voice." He blinked, the merest hesitation. "Somebody's got to be able to access info at a higher level. That was our gut feeling, remember that reading was different." "Well, yes, but the Specters " "They keep people damped down, is all." A slight pause. "Anybody who's got the savvy to see the signs, the grit to learn to piece together words on their own, to process it all those are the people the Merits want. Us!" Klair blinked. This was too much to encompass. "But why did they take you away, and Qent " "Had to be sure." He gave his old familiar shrug. "Wanted to test our skills, make sure we weren't just posing. People might catch on, only pretend to read, y'know?" "I... see." There was something about Marq that wasn't right. He had never had these pauses before . . . because he wasn't listening to the Voice then? She backed away from him. "That's marvelous news. When will Qent be back?" Page 7 ABC Amber Palm Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.html "Oh, soon, soon." He advanced and she backed out onto the balcony. "So what job will you do? I mean, with reading in it?" They were outside. She backed into the railing. The usual distant clatter and chat of the air shaft gave her a momentary sense of security. Nothing could happen here, could it? "Oh, plenty. Looking up old stuff, comparing, y'know." He waved his hands vaguely. It wasn't much of a drop from here. Over the railing, legs set right... "It's good work, really." Could she could get away if she jumped? Marq wasn't the athletic type and she knew that if she landed right on the mud below she wouldn't twist an ankle or anything. She had on sensible shoes. She could elude him. If she landed right. She gave him a quick, searching look. Had he come here alone? No, probably there were Spectors outside her door, just waiting for him to talk her into surrendering. Stall for time, yes. "How bad is it?" He grinned. "You won't mind. They just access that part of your mind for three hours a day. Then they install a shutdown on that cerebral sector." "Shutdown? I " "So you don't need to read any more. Just during work, is all. You get all you need that way. Then you're free!" She thought it through. Jump, get away. Couldn't use the Voice for help because they could undoubtedly track her if she had her receiver on. Could she get by just reading the old signs? Suppose she could. Then what? Find some friends she could trust. Stay underground? How? Living off what? "It's much better. Qent will be back soon and " "Hold it. Don't move." She looked down the air shaft. Was the jump worth it? You spool out of the illusion and snap back into the tight cocoon. The automatic sensory leads retract, giving your skin momentary pinprick goodbye kisses. Once more you feel the cool clasping surfaces of the cocoon. Now you turn and ask, "Hey, where's the rest?" Myrph shrugs her shoulders, still busy undoing her leads. "That's all there was, I told you." "Maybe it's just damaged?" "No, that's the end of the cube. There must be another cube to finish the story, but this was the only one I found back in that closet." "But how does it end? What's she do?" You lean toward her, hoping maybe she's just teasing. "I dunno. What would you do? Jump?" You blink, not ready for the question. "Uh, this reading thing. What is it, really?" Myrph frowns. "It felt like a kind of your own silent voice inside your head." "Is it real? I mean, does reading exist?" "Never heard of it." "So this isn't an historical at all, right? It's a fantasy." "Must be. I've never seen those things on walls." "Signs, she called them." You think back. "They would have worn away a long time ago, anyway." "I guess. Felt kinda strange, didn't it, being able to find out things without the Voice?" You bite your lip, thinking. Already the illusion of being that woman is slipping away, hard to fix in memory. She did have a kind of power all on her own with that reading thing. You liked that. "I wonder what she did?" "Hey, it's just a story." Page 8 ABC Amber Palm Converter, http://www.processtext.com/abcpalm.html "What would you do?" "I don't have to decide. It's just a story." "But why tell it then?" Myrph says irritably, "It's just an old illusion, missing a cube." "Maybe there was only one." "Look, I want illusions to take me away, not stress me out." You remember the power of it. "Can I have it, then?" "The cube? Sure." Myrph tosses it over. It is curiously heavy, translucent and chipped with rounded corners. You cup it in your hand and like the weight of it. That is how it starts. You know already that you will go and look for the signs in the corridors and that for good or ill something new has come into your world and will now never leave it. -end- About the author: Gregory Benford is one of the chief spokesmen of hard SF of the last twenty years, articulate and contentious, and he has produced some of the best fiction of recent decades about scientists working, and about the riveting and astonishing concepts of cosmology and the nature of the universe, for example, Timescape, or Great Sky River. For several years he has also been a science columnist for Fantasy & Science Fiction (he is currently preparing a collection of his columns). His novel Foundation's Fear, continuing Isaac Asimov's Foundation series, was published in 1997. His new novel, Cosm, is out this year in hardcover. He has had a story in each of the two previous Year's Best volumes in this series, each one quite different from the others in tone and approach. This story appeared in SF Age, and in a very different version in the original anthology Future Histories. It starts out in Isaac Asimov territory and wanders somehow into Ray Bradbury country without losing its punch or its science. Page 9
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