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I mean I don t want to be part of this. He nodded, said, I didn t imagine that you would. You re not the only one who wants nothing to do with it. But you are my only kin, and you ve no more choice in the matter than I do. We can t change cer- tain facts even as much as we may want to. Please, she said. I ve enough problems. I heard you married. Where is your husband? It isn t important. What is important is that I be left alone to live my life and raise my children in peace. Please, you have to leave now. He rose with great effort, his features knotted in pain. I won t trouble you further tonight if you promise to meet with me tomorrow. 92 Bill Brooks I can t. You must. Why must I? You haven t been a father to me in years and now suddenly you want to change all that, you want me just to forget about the fact you weren t in my life when I might have needed you; that you took up the profession of killing men over that of be- ing a husband and a father? I can t forgive you these things. You re who you are and I am who I am. I m sorry that you re dying, but there is nothing I can do about it. Her words were as painful to him as if someone had unloaded a revolver in his chest. I didn t come to ask your forgiveness, he said as his hand gripped the door s knob. I did come to ask something of you in exchange for something. But it can wait until tomorrow. She watched him limp away down the darkened street toward the heart of town, knowing that he was probably going to stay at the hotel. She waited until his shadow became lost in deeper shadows, then closed the door. At least, she told herself, it wasn t Fallon who d found her. And for that she was grateful. A dying fa- ther of whom she knew so little, she reckoned she could deal with. A stiff wind kicked down from the north, across the benchlands and onto the grasslands; it had the feel of Canada in it. Tall John rode next to Will Bird atop the glass-sided hearse. Inside were five caskets of basic pine, ropes, and shovels. It would be at best a pauper s Dakota Lawman: Killing Mr. Sunday 93 funeral. The prairies were awash in the purple light of evening. Way off in the distance from the height at which they rode they could see the lone cabin. That s it, Tall John said. Will Bird had recently arrived back in Sweet Sor- row after nearly six months gone to Texas where he d worked as a helper building windmills in and around Victoria. The days were nothing but hard hot work under the stifling Texas sun and he would have quit except the men he worked for said they wouldn t pay him until his contract was fulfilled. His bosses were a pair of itinerate Germans named Meiss and Fiek hard, taciturn men who lacked humor and who could outwork a mule. They ate liverwurst and onion sand- wiches that caused their breath to stink worse than a dung heap. They had big teeth and never laughed. Will Bird s last job had been building one of the old Dutch-style windmills outside Goliad, as rough- and-tumble a place as there ever was where the liquor was cheap and plentiful, the whores fat and wicked, and the gamblers mostly cheats and back shooters. Tragedy struck the day he fell off one of the damn platforms and landed on a rattlesnake that had curled itself up under a mesquite bush. The snake bit him on the hand and he grabbed it by the tail and cracked it like a whip snapping off its head. But his hand swelled to three times its normal size, turning black in the process and causing the skin to split. He lapsed in and out of a fever that had him talking to long- dead kin. Somehow he recovered and did not die himself. 94 Bill Brooks And with the assistance of one of the Germans nieces who d been hired to feed the crew and wash their clothes, he began to flourish. Her name was Hilde- gard, whom he affectionately called Hildy. She spoon-fed him soup and washed his bit hand in the shade of a tent near where the Germans continued their construction of the windmill, the ringing of hammers and the groaning of timber a sort of sweet symphony as Hildy ministered to him. His hand went from black to bright red, and in a week he could almost close it, but not enough to hold a hammer or carry a bucket or even grip a ladder well enough to be of much use to the windmillers. But a snake-bit hand proved no impediment to his growing desire for Hildy, a big strapping girl with yellow pig- tails, rosy cheeks, and large bosoms. Will talked her into following him down to a nearby creek with the ruse they were going to collect drinking water. But Meiss, the elder of the two, and uncle of the girl, had his suspicions about the handsome but some- what lazy and inept young westerner and had been keeping a close eye on the doings between the two. He, in fact, had long held something of a plan to marry his niece once their work contracts were fin- ished in Texas. Had set aside a certain amount of money each job to pay for a wedding. He grew suspi- cious when he saw her and Will Bird heading off into the brush with a bucket. Jack and Jill, he thought climbing down from the platform with growing anger and jealousy. What he found beyond the canebrakes unleashed his fury. Dakota Lawman: Killing Mr. Sunday 95 He smacked Will off the girl with his large felt hat whap, whap, whap! Will didn t take the assault easy and laid into the older German with lefts and rights, his arms flying in windmill fashion, landing blows that drove the old man to the ground. It wasn t until the German was ly- ing on his back, eyes rolled up in his head, that Will felt the snake-bit hand burning as if it was on fire. Will looked at the old man, looked at Hildy, saw her chubby bare legs still exposed, said, What the hell! and finished up what they d started prior to the arrival of the German uncle, then rode away on the same piebald mare he d come to Texas with in the first place. He didn t see no true future in being a windmiller and he sure wasn t looking to become no bridegroom, neither. Of course, he never planned on returning to Sweet Sorrow to become some grave digger s helper, neither. Yet here he was, working for Tall John the under- taker. At least temporarily, he told himself, until something more befitting of his talents came along. There was one other thing that kept Will Bird from leaving: Fannie Jones. He met her at the café and he liked what he saw, and he guessed she did, too, and he d been sparking her regular ever since. He wasn t a hundred percent sure she was the gal for him in the long haul, but in the short haul she d do just fine. Will looked toward where Tall John pointed. The cabin looked lifeless and lonely, as if it, too, had died. I got to tell you, I don t much crave this sort of work, he said. 96 Bill Brooks Few men do, the undertaker said. But it is a job that must be done and it s God s work you ll be doing. God and me never were on the same road to- gether. Not too late to start, John said. They could smell the death as they halted several yards away from the cabin. Might be best we cover our faces with kerchiefs, John said. It s near dark, Will Bird said. We can t bury em in the dark. Tall John nodded. You re right, it would be onerous work at night. Couldn t we just set fire to the place? Tall John took a deep breath, let it out again. We could, yes sir, we surely could, but we ain t going to. Have you no compassion? Just think of the time we could save, and it sure ain t gone make no difference to them folks inside. No, the marshal asked that they be buried. He didn t say anything about burning them. If he had, I might have considered it. Will thought about what it felt like when he fell off the windmill and onto the snake and how the snake bit him the fear that went through him with the poi-
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